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Wednesday, May 31, 2006

hahas. todae morning training. so fun not tired at all de. =) hahas. then came home eat then do homework finish 1 paper 1 liaos. hahas then i watch tv [ sao sao 19 sui ] then after that online. zijia mama teach mi a lot of things and help mi a lot too. gam xia. thank yous. hehes =) lookin forward to tml. and thank you meihua for the lollipop. ^^

y0u made mi smile. y0u made mi cry.
xX 2 little wishes Xx
[[ 1 ]] tears would stop
[[ 2 ]] please change back y0u once i know


Tuesday, May 30, 2006

hahas. todae nothing special happen lahs. onli that sweemun and zijia came my house to play lahs. so lame lohs hahas. then mi and zijia play computer while sweemun watch her cloud lahs. hahas. then after that sweemun call bihshean then keep on hang up the phone hahas. then after that zijia went to find a blogskin hahas. hahas. then we tok tok tok play play play laugh laugh laugh hahas. so funni lohs. laugh until i roll on the floor. X) todae is a fun day but tml need to go school for training liaos hahas. so siens. TRAINING again. somemore tml is fitness sia. cham ahs. hahas. and lookin forward to thursday and saturday hehes ^^ wish these days arrive earlier. then sweemun also call andy. then talk to him with craps. hahas. super mani craps X)


Sunday, May 28, 2006

todae morning wake up. hand pain. backache. hahas. one sunburn the other one i dunno. i think because yesterday that girl hit mi. hahas. never mind over lehs. then went church then came home and wait for tuition. then mama came bring us food. then she scold non-stop wad de... scold until she veri shuang like that but then i know she also sad. then after that i whole dae reading my old de manga hahas. nothing to do bo bian. =) that's my day. but i dunno why i dun reallie like her when she ask mi those qns. my face from a smile would turn black. i think she thinks too much already. and she thinks that being her jie must do everything must tell her everything. wadeva. is like. i am not reallie that close to her. and yets. i think i dun have the trust to tell her ba. i reallie used to treat her as my mei. but since that day. the feeling is getting lesser and lesser. and i think we are just suppose to be friends. i think we have no yuan fen. i wish to tell her. but i dun wish to break her heart.


Saturday, May 27, 2006

todae mornin went carnival. hahas. then at there wait wait wait until 10.45 then start match. then first match lost. then second match won. then third match also won. fourth match also won. fifth match also won. hahas. and durong these match i keep on gonna scolding for using 2 hands. then scold a lot of times. and i keep on forget cannot use 2 hands. is a habit to mi lehs. and i think i forget how to use one hand to throw. then never mind. after that went second round. first match i think lose. then second match i think lose. then third match win. fourth match also win. the last one lose. so we out lohs. then that miss amy scold amenda. and sae her. then she cry. STUPID lohs. wad de hell. then miss sek also scold meihua until she cry. IDOIT sia. then after that went home. SUNBURN so pain sia. then told mama lost report book and my results. then gonna scoldin like siao. oh my gosh.


Friday, May 26, 2006

todae i veri busy in the mornin. help teacher collect a lot of stuff. then cannot do maths. hahas. then after that is history. oh my gosh that stupid teacher sucks sia. step into the class she give black face liaos. is like wad de. last dae still like that. then never mind lahs. then she say scold. wad de. so unreasonable lohs. wad we like to do is our business mahs. then she care so much. so wad lohs. then never mind after that got free period actuallie got teacher one but then teacher never come then selvam go do some naughty things hahas. then got some confusion in the timetable never mind. then after that physics. also quite free. then spring cleaning then give newspaper then throw newspaper. then after that went to find teacher then she ask mi take things. SO HEAVY nehs. hahas. take report books. then went back class then she talk talk then give homework. SO MANI. hahas. never mind wei le my studies i will jia you. then after that take results. wad de so lan lohs. stupid fail 2 then pull my positions. then never mind lahs. but then veri sad. i next term is study SUPER DUPER HARD liaos. must must get good results liaos. i dun care. then after that went to the nasa that talk. oh my gosh. sleepy sia. but then outer space veri nice. hahas. then after that went take food. hahas. so nice. because i darn hungry whole day never eat liaos. then after that sit in the bus then go back then in the bus wan use andy the phone take pics. then forget open the lens. then suan le. then they suan mi black. then suan mi again. wad de. then that selvam make mi laugh like siao. laugh until mouth veri de suan. hahas. then after that reach school. then take 240 then talk with ah bih. hahas. tml got carnival wish mi good luck.


Thursday, May 25, 2006

i veri happi these days. because got white men and black man to entertain mi and pei mi chat. how i know white men. because last time he like mi then i like... then after that no chat i think for one year. then now chat again. why chat? because that time i wrote him a testi ask him dun sae he like mi then after that i sae he white then he sort of scold mi in msn then we started to chat hahas. then that black man also know him last year because he keep on call mi swimming heart mahs. then starting of this year then started to be close hahas. because he keep on ask mi help him print things mahs. then also chat lohs hahas. so these are the stories of white man and black man. hahas. they veri good de. =) then serene also another one. she arhs. forget how i know her lahs. but then we started to get close because last year we sit together mahs. then this year beginning also sit together then go home together also hahas. so like that lohs. hahas. i dunno why i remember suddenly. never mind. tml no trainin hahas. go prefect de thingy. hahas. then todae nothing reallie happen lahs. they rocks. yongxin lurves yous. =)


Wednesday, May 24, 2006

todae got cross country. =) quite short got this feeling then get top 2 wah actuallie can get top de. hais. never mind next year. chiong chiong hahas. then next focus on the carnival i also wish to win. hehes. must jia you. wish that day i super good mood. yeahs hehes. watch movie todae. nearly sleep but then that movie see the dead people. oh my gosh my heart will stop sia. hahas. but then overall not bad.


Tuesday, May 23, 2006

hathen tml i will skip training lazy go sia. tired lohs. after cross country hahas. but then later miss sek scold? aiya never mind lahs. then todae tok to huiping so nice hahas. she also veri good listener. i love her. hahas.has. tml cross country liaos. i wish i in top 10 yeahs. hehes. =) wish mi good luck and help mi pray ba. hahas.


Monday, May 22, 2006

todae nothing special happen too. todae went to hall to listen to the growin up de. tell us how to take care of ourselves lohs. so siens. hahas. but then i think zijia is more suitable to listen hahas. then after went back to class to make the class t hahas. not bad lahs. then after that never go assembly because need to stay class to make sure thing is alright. then gary so funni hahas. first time talk to him. hahas. then finish sticking he went back to do his things. then we talk talk then sae need to stick again then ask him come back. then we went to help him take things come lohs. then went there. then wait wait. then he ask us help him pack bag. then put back the tools then do this and that. then finally go back. then serene they all came. then i go liaos. went netball then started to paint. then make until hand. then my clothes also got. so suay hahas. but never mind because veri fun. then my juniors bullie mi. let mi smell their smelly hand. hahas.


Sunday, May 21, 2006

whole day at home. then i was readin those comic that i bought last time then found this the real or fake romeo and juliet. hahas. so funni. but then the couple is so en ai and nice. i wish i was like that hahas. =) but not possible.


Saturday, May 20, 2006

todae is saturday. stay at home whole day using the com. hahas. but nothing reallie special happen. all day long was just chatting hahas.


Friday, May 19, 2006

todae lesson end veri early because we learn fast fast. should end at 2.10 then teacher let us go around 1.25 like that so good hors. then mi n serene n eveline go walk around school then after that got training but no coach hahas. shiok. then after that went the prefect de thingy. SO MANI PROGRAMME sia. go the english cluster. but heng. mondae i need to paint the netball pole. or be an umpire. then cross country. too bad i want to run so cannot do duty but then not enough people maybe will do duty. I DUN WAN. i wan run run run. hahas. then next 29 may got wad appreciation day. so siens somemore after my morning de training. so tiring sia. how come be a prefect so xin ke de nehs. hais. never mind i will jia you de. then i veri worrided for mun sia. she ahs. BIG PROBLEM. chua wans to see her parents. because of BGR and STUDIES lohs. then if mun de parents know she cham liaos lohs. but then never mind i will try to help her de lohs. and i pray hard that chua dun sae out lohs. if not i think i also cannot help.


Thursday, May 18, 2006

todae i super angry in the morning sia. stupid miss evelyn wu. say us next time never wear tie give us detention. wad the hell lohs. is like so unreasonable lohs. kao ehs. stupid lohs. prefect only mahs. bitch sia. then after that went to see dentist wah piang pain sia. make until my gum then after when vomit the water come out got blood sia. then history lesson ah hoon never come hahas. good sia. but got work lahs. then after that tok tok tok also after school went to queensway to buy fbt then saw jingsi they all then just smile and sae byebye nia. then went to find that shop. then after that went to eat. hahas. then tok tok tok tok veri long also lahs. hahas. then went home.


Wednesday, May 17, 2006

todae got training hahas. i run a little tired liaos. hahas. too long never train no stamina liaos. cham then somemore next sat got carnival. ah. never mind must train on my own liaos. and must work hard for the carnival lehs. hahas. then todae training under that stupid hot sun so long. make mi look like charcoal again. HUMPHS. then that mr bok dun let us drink water. hai wo dehydrate like siao. then play match that time he scold lei ting like siao. oh my gosh. just like how he scolded mi last time. hahas. but never mind now i xi guan liaos. then came home. first thing feel like sleeping liaos. but never lahs. then i went to eat porridge then watch sao sao 19 sui. so nice to watch lohs. and i learn sumthing from it. dun do bad things because later u will feel guilty de. hahas. still got a lot lahs. hahas. dunno how to sae in english hahas. then i think i going sick okie lehs. hahas. =)


Tuesday, May 16, 2006

todae is a veri siens day. i also dunno why. hahas. no one to chat. then just ate medicine then feel like sleeping again lohs. i reallie will become pig sia. onli know how to sleep then tml nan dei de holidae still got training so siens feel like dun go lehs. but then mr bok got come then later that miss sek scold also then i think i go ba. hahas. never mind wei le next saturday de carnival i xi shen xiao wo de sleepin time. never mind can go diet also hahas. then tpdae learn new topic of maths hahas. quite easy but then must be veri careful lohs. den i wan to sleep liaos. so i ate the packet of mashmellow. eat finish lohs. hahas. if not i will sleep lohs. also dunno why i so tired maybe durin the exma didn't reallie sleep that well or maybe sick de wan sleep. then just now that hiangkeat keep on shout " andy like yongxin " wah piang eh. hahas. never mind i will treat it as i never hear anything. xi guan liaos. so never pai seh hahas. =)


Monday, May 15, 2006

todae got back papers oh my gosh is like shit lohs. especially de physics and english. wah piang get so little marks. so fUCK lohs. but never mind i will work hard liaos. i definately will work hard liaos. i must hahas. and todae actually wan to go running because i promise ting mahs. but then in the end went to see doctor because reallie feeling not veri well. hahas =) and nothing reallie special. but talk to ting more than usual found her good hahas. got improvement. yeps yeps.


Sunday, May 14, 2006

halos lohs. todae also quite siens lahs. after church went to eat hakka food then went home a while then went out to buy monitor. then walk about 1 hour. leg so suan hahas. then choosing either. LG or phllips then in the end bought phillps and tml go back school liaos. siens sia. hais. somemore tml get result wo scare lohs. =) never mind got do my best veri good liaos.


Saturday, May 13, 2006

todae is a super siens dae.whole dae at home then in the afternoon got super pain stomachthen diarrhoea like siao hais finally then it's over and the whole dae i was watching " goong "in chinese is wo de ye man huang feiveri nice and veri touchingi like shin in the story i also like chaeyoung in the storyi like shin because shin is a veri lonely princehe dun like to tell ppl his things and keep everything to himselfso pathetic right. then he got a veri bad attitude but he is still veri caringbut he is also not honest hahashe never tells wad his heart is thinkingbut actuallie he cares a lot then for chaeyoung she is veri cheerfulveri sociableveri bravebut then she veri ke lian because the prince is a veri poplar guy and a lot of girls like him thenbecause chaeyoung is a commoner then a lot of people hate herbut then she is veri brave to face it.then she faced a lot of problem in the palacebecause she is a commenerand hence she has a lot of things to learnthen she is veri troubled because of shinshin didn't show her concernbut yu didshin didn't reallie care about herbut yu didboth of them were jealous of each other.shin was jealous that yu and chaeyoung were veri closethen chaeyoung were jealous of hyroin and shinbut in the end they were still have a happi endingwhich is a veri good thing i wish i was like that have the courage to face the painhave the courage to face the rainand get true love in the endthis is a veri good thing but then it takes a long timeand you need mani perserverance to get this. do i have the courage?? do i have the tolerance to go through all thesei wish i have but now my aim is to be a independent girland another problem is that i am veri scared of himreallie scared that he would ask mi againbecause i dun have any feelings for him and whenever i reject him i will feel veri badand feel veri guiltybut i cannot accept it because i dun reallie think thata relationship is good when a person dun like that partnerand hence it think i have my own reasons to reject himand i dun wish to hurt him againand hence i wish that i could ask him to give upbut then i dun have the courage and i wish that he could know his ownrealise from it and forget all about it thats wad i think. =) i wish he could forgive mi for all these. then yesterdae he tell mi if arion were to bother mi tell him. i was quite happi because i think thathe still care about mi a little at leastat least he is not that cold blooded then he told mi that day when they went to ktvarion say that without mi he feel veri siens then kris sae he angry because people got stead then arion still like that hahasthen i feel that he quite concern actuallie he is not reallie that bad lahs. onli that i didn't realise it. but too bad wad is over is over liaos. i dun wish to care too much about all thesei just wan to continue a peaceful life.all these are wad i hope for that's all and i wish that i would happenyeps yeps. wish mi good luck ba. =) hence she has a lot of things to learnthen she is veri troubled because of shin shin didn't show her concern but yu did shin didn't reallie care about her but yu did both of them were jealous of each other.shin was jealous that yu and chaeyung were veri close then chaeyung were jealous of hyroin and shinbut in the end they were still have a happi endingwhich is a veri good thing i wish i was like that have the courage to face the painhave the courage to face the rainand get true love in the endt his is a veri good thing but then it takes a long timeand you need mani perserverance to get this. do i have the courage?? do i have the tolerance to go through all thesei wish i have but now my aim is to be a independent girland another problem is that i am veri scared of himreallie scared that he would ask mi againbecause i dun have any feelings for him and whenever i reject him i will feel veri badand feel veri guiltybut i cannot accept it because i dun reallie think thata relationship is good when a person dun like that partnerand hence it think i have my own reasons to reject himand i dun wish to hurt him againand hence i wish that i could ask him to give upbut then i dun have the courage and i wish that he could know his ownrealise from it and forget all about itthats wad i think. =) i wish he could forgive mi for all these. then yesterdae he tell mi if arion were to bother mitell him. i was quite happi because i think thathe still care about mi a little at leastat least he is not that cold bloodedthen he told mi that day when they went to ktvarion say that without mi he feel ver sienthen kris sae he angry because people got stead then arion still like that hahasthen i feel that he quite concern actuallie he is not reallie that bad lahs. onli that i didn't realise it. but too bad wad is over is over liaos. i dun wish to care too much about all thesei just wan to continue a peaceful life.all these are wad i hope for that's all and i wish that i would happenyeps yeps. wish mi good luck ba. =)



Friday, May 12, 2006

todae is a veri boring day lohs. onli went out with family to eat. then actuallie want go cut hair with qi de but then i veri lazy to go out. then i also dun feel like cutting hahas. so sorri lohs qi. next time i pei you again ba. X) then after eating i come back sleep for 3 hours like that because too tired le mahs. then the older com spoil hais. never mind later i wan watch tv lehs. hahas. that movie so nice. so funni hahas. i still wan buy mani mani more. hahas. X) i think i reallie quite hate him lehs. i also dunnoe why. but got this feeling nehs. hais. i also dunno lahs. dun wish to know also. never mind wad is over is over. i dun wish to remember those sad moments. hehes. just let the sad moments pass with the time and then i can be happi again. X) hehes. and i can have my laughin medicine again. hais. i think i just cannot forget about the things when i see his nick name. how? oh my gosh. hais. so difficult to be happi once again. how i wish i would met a car accident and stay in the hosipital so that i can dun see him lehs. hahas. but i think that is not possible lahs. hahas. never mind i guess have to face the fusic and build up my courage. but i think i hate him!!!!


Thursday, May 11, 2006

finally we are over. we are on our seperate ways. actuallie i am not reallie sad lahs. but maybe i still can lahs. because when i saw him saying that my smile was gone. then i think i sleep tml will be better liaos. and so i went to sleep and reallie indeed i am better but this morning when online i see his nick " 33 days are back " my heart broke. reallie broke. and the scars were bleeding. oh my gosh. is like. then for that moment i reallie hated him. he just treat the relationship like wasted his time like that is so. FUCK LOHS. i reallie hate him. 100% hate him liaos. i wun care about him liaos. i reallie wasted my tears on him. i reallie wasted all the hopes that i had cast upon him. oh my gosh. reallie regretted 100% regretted. and he said sorri. BUT I DUN THINK HE MEAN IT. AND A SORRI CANNOT HEAL A WOUNDED HEART. i reallie hate you. you made mi worri like siao. you made so mani scars on my heart. you make mi flooded my heart. you make mi have so much rainy days. and now left mi all alone to clear this mess. YOU ARE SO... i reallie hate you. too bad still in the same school. hais. i will treat you as invisible dun ever tok to mi is the best. I HATE YOU. u wun not know how much pain i have gone through. you wouldn't know how much i care for you. you wouldn't know how much tears i had drop because of you. if i would reject you from the first moment i wouldn't have NOW. all these pain. scars and everything that you left behind for mi to clear. but i am sorri too. for not being a good stead. causing so much trouble and i did feel guilty. never mind i will just treat all these as an revenge for being treatin u so cold n so bad. wish u all the best with them. wish that you would be more happi with them and dun ever remember that we have been together b4. i dun want you to be sad because of mi. just forget about it. dun ever think of it. and just treat mi like i am dead. or treat mi that i dun belong here. thank you. all the best. smile always. i will have my mask on from thsi veri moment. all the smiles on my face is not deep from my heart anymore. my heart still hurts.


Wednesday, May 10, 2006

todae is a happi dae nors. becos after exam le mahs. but then hors the POA so difficult. somemore got headache cannot do. never mind lahs. because the last paper i veri relax de. everytime also like that de. xi guan jiu hao. then after that took basketball from andy. then went queenstown to find my fbt.then take 145 then after that need to walk quite far then we walk lohs then half way walking we sae matthias hahas. then shinyee see him liaos shout so loud then i shocked hahas. then reallie realise he reallie reallie super white lohs. then i think too early shop never open. hais. then shinyee sae never mind next time nors. then we sat at the staircase sit sit lohs then tok about her a while then went to take bus to tiong. den mi n serene discuss veri long lohs. which side. then went to the side where serene said then saw 195 then we went to chase it. then saw the bus go to queenstown mrt the direction then we like alamak take wrong bus but never mind got mrt then waste our energy run lohs hahas. then took mrt there. then on the mrt when we reach redhill then saw yanting hahas. then went reach tiong no one was there. hahas. so we went to eat first lohs. then went to take mrt to chinatown then saw matthais again. alamak zhen you yuan fen lohs. then b4 walkin to qi house must walk super duper far more far than mine lohs. den reach there that time so tired liaos. hahas. then in the end went basketball court onli mi and qi at there play lohs. the rest of them were sitting down. like picnic like that. then after that went to the swimming pool. then we started to play water. then zijia.yangqi.yanting.eleanor went to change. alamak change so long nors. then when they came down we went to swim. then after that the security ask us to go away first because they wan to spray sumthing. then we went up then onli qi step into the lift hahas. then we waited then went up put things then went down wan play water but then in the end sit there tok tok nors. then went up. then play piano. then i nearly fall asleep den went to play qi de com. qi young that time so cute. hahas. then went to straighten our hair hahas. so fun nehs. then when qi starighten liaos. SO SHUAI. i fall in love with her sia. no lahs. hahas. then she turn boi surely more shuai then the bois in our school de lohs. hahas. then after that went home becos quite late liaos.

and i am lookin forward to 30 may nehs. when we go zoo. hahas. i wish that dae i am free and everyone is free too. hehes X)


Tuesday, May 09, 2006

yeps todae is a good day. but too bad mi sick liaos X( todae after exam waited for eleanor for 45 mins then after that went tiong makan mac. so siens nors. for the whole week i go tiong makan wad de. except for one time go plaza singapura lohs. hais. i think tiong like our house lohs. everyday go hahas. then after makan at there talk talk nors. hahas. then left 20 mins b4 zijia they all come then we go walk walk then saw andy they all. then that hiangkeat suan mi. sae andy like mi. LOLS. then after also saw yongkee they all hahas. tiong is so small then also saw dolly and mayling. then whenever we go will see andy they all de. then that julius will suan mi again. alamak. so suay. then after that we went to sit sit again then talk talk then FINALLY sweemun.yangqi.zijia.weiqian came. oh my is like we waited for so long then they come. 2 hours nehs. veri long nors. then after that went to the mrt that board to see where we should go. they say go bukitbatok. then jurong point then after long discussion then we sae go bugis. and we promise that one day we will go ZOO hahas. yeps yeps long time never go liaos nors. hahas. then went bugis shop shop then went to find puma de bag. hahas. DUN HAVE alamak i wan a puma de bag hahas. then after that went to a shop all sell cute cute de things then we saw the file. then i want to buy 2 pig de file SO CUTE X) hahas. then at that shop veri long then in the end onli eleanor bought her mother day gift hahas. then went vcd shop then i promise to buy that prince of tennis. then the ols one promise give serene never mind lahs/ waited too long hahas. no patience liaos. then after that walk home while the rest take mrt. hehes X) so siens lonely mahs. yi ge ren. hais never mind hehes X)


Monday, May 08, 2006

yeps yeps. todae is history exam. hahas. quite okie lahs. heng ah. never learn that much. hahas. then just now talk to that sweemun veri long 2hrs plus then when hung up that time my ear super pain hahas. i think listen too much liaos hahas. then while chatting talk to that andy lohs. then that stupid hiangkeat trick mi. stupid lohs. but heng i never believe hahas. then now eating toast bread so nice. but cannot eat too much later sore throat then cham liaos because now i am on my way to be super sick liaos. then todae during history paper i ah choo like siao hahas. then johnny also running nose. so suay. so mani ppl goona flu. hais. hahas. then todae went eat at kfc at tiong then talk veri long also like that time hahas. but that one is at kfc at ps lohs. hahas. then julius came also. then a lot of crap came liaos. hahas. then after that jeffri sms mi. so shocked hahas. because that arion give wrong no. then he call mi then julius go scold him bangla hahas. so funni then arion tell mi that jeffri goona shocked. alamak i think he is like gentlemen ba. hahas. quite coward lahs. but like guilty nors. because that julius like bullie him. but never mind over liaos. then now reallie sick. ah choo like siao liaos. i think cannot eat too much " hot " food liaos. must cure sickness first. hahas. yeahs and my laughin medicine works on ppl hahas. but i dun think i reallie work on myself hahas. X) never mind and 2 more days then settle problem with him. yeps yeps. 2 more days. and my laughing medicine will be out of stock leh.


Sunday, May 07, 2006

i reallie hate her. she reallie sucks.
confiscate my phone and want mi to apologise.
yesh i admit it is my fault that i didn't answer your call
but aren't you a bit too guo fen.
second time onli.
and u dun even give mi a chance to take back my phone
and give urself a chance to believe mi once more.
i ask you.
did you realli believe mi?
NO right. not even a single time right?
because in your eye onli yongbin is a good child
. and i am always the bad one.
everythin i do you will surely ask mi. real a not.
since you dun believe mi. why born mi?
why dun just send mi away.
you will never realise how much pain you gave mi.
you will never ever take the time to know mi.
you will never ever do that.
i reallie hate you. and i mean it.
i am not jokin. i realli hate you.
hate you for turnin mi into this state.
i reallie hate you.
i will never ever forget those words you said to mi. NEVER EVER



i think that i won't remember these days together
because i dun think this is a happy moment to remember
and i think these times together is just a revenge
a revenge for the first time that i treat you cold
and now i understand the pain you haven been through
it is realli painful. realli painful.
i have enough of it already
and hence i think it is time for us to go on a seperate way
let's us just forget the past and look forward for a brighter day.
and i wish that the happi moments for us would stay
and the bad moments to be washed away
and during these days together i think i am just a doll
you play with mi when you want
you throw mi aside when you have new toys
that's the way i feel
maybe not to you ba
i dunno
and i dun wish to noe anymore
becos i think my heart has too much scars
and it is flooded already
and hence i wish just let the time pass and
let the scars and the flood to go away.