♥ yongxin

finally we are over. we are on our seperate ways. actuallie i am not reallie sad lahs. but maybe i still can lahs. because when i saw him saying that my smile was gone. then i think i sleep tml will be better liaos. and so i went to sleep and reallie indeed i am better but this morning when online i see his nick " 33 days are back " my heart broke. reallie broke. and the scars were bleeding. oh my gosh. is like. then for that moment i reallie hated him. he just treat the relationship like wasted his time like that is so. FUCK LOHS. i reallie hate him. 100% hate him liaos. i wun care about him liaos. i reallie wasted my tears on him. i reallie wasted all the hopes that i had cast upon him. oh my gosh. reallie regretted 100% regretted. and he said sorri. BUT I DUN THINK HE MEAN IT. AND A SORRI CANNOT HEAL A WOUNDED HEART. i reallie hate you. you made mi worri like siao. you made so mani scars on my heart. you make mi flooded my heart. you make mi have so much rainy days. and now left mi all alone to clear this mess. YOU ARE SO... i reallie hate you. too bad still in the same school. hais. i will treat you as invisible dun ever tok to mi is the best. I HATE YOU. u wun not know how much pain i have gone through. you wouldn't know how much i care for you. you wouldn't know how much tears i had drop because of you. if i would reject you from the first moment i wouldn't have NOW. all these pain. scars and everything that you left behind for mi to clear. but i am sorri too. for not being a good stead. causing so much trouble and i did feel guilty. never mind i will just treat all these as an revenge for being treatin u so cold n so bad. wish u all the best with them. wish that you would be more happi with them and dun ever remember that we have been together b4. i dun want you to be sad because of mi. just forget about it. dun ever think of it. and just treat mi like i am dead. or treat mi that i dun belong here. thank you. all the best. smile always. i will have my mask on from thsi veri moment. all the smiles on my face is not deep from my heart anymore. my heart still hurts.

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